he says to me what do you want, what are you with him, come, my virgin, sleep, my God, I say

yes, the man tells me it wasn't, it was, you didn't understand, you didn't understand at all

, nothing at all, she was what I didn't understand, don't speak, why don't I say the

word, and you understood, so you didn't understand if she didn't tell you you yourself didn't

understand what it was so I took him to the spiritual the spiritual gave him

this rule, a very difficult rule when he went to the old man another time

I told him and he was fine no my child and like that no my child and

when let the man die and receive communion for the sake of God let me take him

my pastor says I took him to Father Jeremias t Futa the despot this gortyn and

the megalopolis he was not a gortyn he was a hieromonk the confessor the peacemaker

read him the forgiving wish and tells him he will they will do a job

together then the priests, the good priests of Athens, I don't commune

with them because the matter was not resolved if we get stuck and then again yamarelo

yamarelo bring here once what is seen we are done and now

the sufferings of man in the church begin establishment this man because I

d I have a tradition I don't keep anyone with the ago I tell him he will

go to church he just went to

church immediately a priest approached him ah my young man he says to him do you want to be

near

me you got it you understand he left the hell and came to

heaven, the devil was waiting for him in the big

churches of Athens, the child, of course, the child did not understand what they were saying to him because he was

covered by divine grace, they are going to take his grace back,

did you understand what they were doing, they were taking his grace back from the man and the man

said where did I enter again where did I enter over here what is it that

I entered but we connected him with some monastery of the term very remarkable very

spiritual very ascetic and so he had his guidance the

man plays there a platan the devil another terrible one that one night he went

the man to enter the monastery went in the evening and they said he said you will not

enter our monastery at all you will stay

outside and he slept in the snow again he slept in a you know the monasteries play h every

day and he slept like that but the saints the saints who built the

monasteries the holy founders are interested in any person

who is in pain the founders of the monastery are introduced the two founders in the

evening and they say to him stop you are cold I am cold he says we brought you blankets

and you cover him the nuns of the monastery and when in the morning

he got up and saw the founders of the monastery who are painted on the wall

they asked where did you find the clothes in your eyes since the abbot has expelled you no

one took your clothes these two brought them to me they were the founders of the

monastery how do you see it many times they say in the holy mountain love is a kind

of ending and it does not fit we move forward man abv from the

harassments from one from the other and one day they stick again like this again the

other substrate and called another 100 called another 100

demons and became the pure man worse than

before who was to blame this system here we these

here with they notify me that you stop was seen in

tights with tights the ones who wear tights tights pants you know the ones like that

I'm going come stop I tell him he says listen look

here things are not right I'm completely lost I believe in Christ I

believe in the Virgin Mary I don't want to know any Christian but no Christian

no Christian I don't want to know there was a girl who became a nun named

nun Anna who to her credit no matter what he did she stood by him

she didn't leave him she didn't leave him very nice us she didn't want us anymore she kicked us out we

were going and he kicked us out and what does god do his first nephew gets sick with

leukemia and then he stops he converts again he goes to

confession and says to the spiritual for me this is a lesson

for me my nephew got sick he says to the spiritual you allow me

to do a tama watch out now let him do so and the

tama still asks the spiritual and the spiritual tells him what if you want to

do I beg the god to take my nephew's illness and die

and make my nephew well the spiritual tells him he is

blessed please the god gets sick the statis en thria me

leukemia his nephew gets well at the same time they announce that

his nephew is well they tell him that means you have

leukemia he lives for 10 months and dies on the sabbath of

Lazarus I told you who confessed him after that the father of tranquility the

tassel holy man of tranquility yes do you know what he did because the

priests didn't take communion with the giusti at that time he left the mantra

he took the chalice from the mantra and went to the folk hospital where he met me

with one I will tell you and the name is kosmopoulos it belongs to the

kosmopoulos of a kosmopoulos of her mother who was at the station of the

church in Greece where Kosmopoulos had broadcasts his sister children she

was a mutiny mutiny communist with mutiny she cut her nails she treated the

sick etc along with the stop and the terrible thing is when they died not even the

parents wanted clean them up and they called me the olga and stop

them messing with these jerks don't tell me anything that I'm

a racist because I risked my life for this kind of thing with too much love

my brother and I have the history and I know it I didn't care that they were sick

and they also had the other homosexuality, but those who didn't

go anywhere in front of them were thrown into one of those in a group and

they were buried, who taught us that, Father Por

Paisios from the holy mountain, he taught us that too he died, stop

burying him on the sabbath of the Azores, I was unfortunately in Cameroon at the time and

he was buried in an unknown place, that is, they buried him in a cemetery, he gave an order

not to put anything on top of it, no soil, so that you step on his soil and

it goes to the another grave and when he fell ill when he fell asleep on

one how were these ranchos while he was a dead man he had a lot

of money you can go to a hospital and what he said like the

last sick person in Greece dies I want my god to die too without any

treatment so that if there is a treatment that you allow for me to

take it after in the next life the father did this the old father

did this he didn't chase the sheep he gathered the sheep but unfortunately

he didn't send it to mother it was sent to stepmother we become stepmothers many times

we are also stepmothers to each other and we don't know what to do and we have to

get together and above all not point the finger at others because when

we point the finger turn it here and say it's my fault

further up to the last in the row at