And so I also came to Father Porphyry for the first time, and he tells me that five or six children and disciples are sitting around him, and he says, “Children, I can’t talk to you today.” And he says to me, the guitar is broken, I can’t play, the heavenly musician says, “I’m ashamed, ashamed.” He turns and says, “Poor child, you want him to believe, but you can’t.” He says, “Yes, come tomorrow alone.” The next day there was a personal Pentecostal. He takes me by the hand, we walk into the forest, and he says, “I want to show you God.” I thought he was going to read my mind, but he says, “Hey, you know, as I always said, God doesn’t need to read your mind. Let me tell you something you don’t know.” He says, “You know, when I was born, you came out with a double-twisted umbilical cord, and I was suffocating.” I say, “What did you say?” And he starts describing the scene, how he was drunk, how there was no doctor, how there was no midwife, and I started choking, and the nurse was screaming, “I’m losing the baby.” And so on. And my father, who was listening, said, “You would either be dead or become an idiot.” You don’t know, ask your mother. My mother came over, my mother said she had driven him away, she says, “How you psychologists were very traumatic, don’t talk about it.” And she starts telling me more about how I would get a rare disease, would become deaf and mute, how I was undergoing treatment and how the doctor discovered it by chance. Remember? Yes, and he was undergoing treatment. And he says, “Either dead, or an idiot, or deaf and mute.” I say, “He’s telling me more and more, I won’t tell you everything.” And the terrible thing is that when I went to breathe, he says, “Now I’m old, I said it.” I say, “I’m reading poetry, are you listening?” He says, “Yes, but these new poets, they all talk, it’s very difficult to understand what they’re saying.” Do you want me to recite a few poems to you, explain them? And the old man starts reading his own poems, I don’t understand my own poems. Publish this, and I was shaking, we experienced shock, horror, that’s what they call it. And he says, “How do I know all this? Old man, you know this, God knows this, and the Holy Spirit illuminates this moment to show you that God exists. He’s been watching over you from the moment you were born. I brought you here today.” For me, that was amazing, also for my question. He knows the future. Of course, God tells me that He knows the future. God takes my hand here, not there. Happy Birthday, here, here, here, here. And He tells me that you have passed one of the tests, I was told that I have an illness and it’s coming towards you, and another tells me, “Be careful when you do this.” It's amazing. After four years. After four years, why does everyone say these are psychosomatic illnesses? He says illnesses are the Holy Spirit. I can't do this, and I see it. He adds, "He will watch how your life changes from here on out. You will do great things, but you won't do them." I say, "No, you don't understand what God is yet." He says, "Yes,You can’t do them.” That’s why I went to the tarot