desert of Mount Athos For 8 years it is said I had a war with
the passions of the flesh Every night I was tortured by battalions of helmsmen with chicory sticks and
everything
else Another pulled my beard others my hair legs legs and hands, and all
of them were shouting, Smother the slaughter They rushed with swords pitchforks with
spades and axes all shouting at him Preach, my Virgin Mary! I shouted
and I grabbed one of them and threw it at the others I smashed
my hands on the curtains and only with the name of Christ and the Virgin Mary it became
invisible One day we were visited in Agios Vasilios where we were staying at the time, by
layman we knew At night I made him sleep in
my cell. Demons used to attack they rushed at
him and started him on the wood The man screamed
I understood and ran immediately I asked him, what did you see demons
killed me on the wood They almost drowned me Don't be afraid. They were mine and
by accident tonight you ate them Then I told him some feathers
calm him down but he stood still He looked terrified and begged
"Let me go." In the middle of the night I led him to Agia
Anna returned. With such war and struggle
The 80 years passed. From the wood I gave every day to my body for the
carnal war, as well as from the fasting, the vigil and the other struggles,
I became a corpse and fell sick. I despaired that I would not
overcome the passions and the demons.
I turned to look I thought
Father Arsenius had opened But suddenly I feel a hand below me
teasing me for pleasure I look and what do I see The demon of
fornication all alive I rush at him like a dog and
seize him! I had such fury I felt
his hair in my hand like a hand The demon disappeared but the
place filled with stench From the moment she left with him and the carnal war
I became as apathetic as a baby That night God showed me the
wickedness of satan
I was high up in a beautiful place Below it was like a square and close by the
sea The demons had set fatal traps and as the
monks passed by they fell into them Another was caught by the head, another by the foot, and another by the hand
the clothes The ancient dragon had
his head out of the sea and he breathed fire out of his mouth eyes and
nose He rejoiced to see the monks fall Drown dragons I cried so
you deceive us and trap us When I came to, I felt joy
because I saw the devil's snares but also sorrow for
our pitfalls and falls Since then I had great peace within me but
he is not at peace He turned people against me This life needs a fight If you
want to win,
you will fight. No jokes You fight the raw spirits that don't throw you sweets and treats They throw bullets that kill not the
body but the soul am
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